Glorious Weekend

Mainly glorious because I don't have to feel guilty about not being at work, and I get to hang out with my amazing BF all day long :) I mean, he should really stop going to work too. Sympathy sick days? haha!

I'm feeling alright today, I only went to work for a couple of hours yesterday for a meeting, and started feeling pretty sluggish near the end of it. I've been getting super light headed at times lately, I think maybe from a lack of exercise or movement? But I also started getting super sweaty during the meeting, like I was gonna pass out or something. So I just left afterward and laid down for the rest of the afternoon and evening. Today's been better so far, still feel fragile in my abdomen- like I can't stretch or move around a lot, or I can't push on my abdomen without it hurting. I know, so don't push on it! Ha, but I mean, shouldn't I be able to push on it without it hurting?

Tonight is my dad's birthday dinner! We're going to a fancy restaurant and sitting at the chef's table, having the chef's menu, and my diet is going OUT the window. I've been doing a really good job, no wheat, dairy or red meat at all for a while now. So I'm stoked for a little treat. And the best is that I have no idea what it will be. I love chef's menus! If they think it's good, I'll trust the chef. Delish!

I'm getting SO anxious about the Lupron shot. I haven't heard anything yet, and I want to get this thing started. I'm just going to talk myself out of it if they don't hurry up. And since the pain is starting to get better, I don't want to feel like I made the wrong decision by going with the shot. But I've heard that the Lupron is a really good thing for the endo, no matter how bad it hurts. Plus, it's not like I'm 100% or anything, I still couldn't go for a walk or dance by any means. And I really need to get back to actually exercising. That's when I'll feel healthy again.

I think I might try to lay out in the sun a little today. It's gorgeous outside, and I hate being pale. It's amazing what a little color on your skin will do for the ol' self esteem! :)